| Location | Cheshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 01/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 01/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 5,366 since 08/05/2008 |
| Creator |
finlay paul
01/ may 2008
age 0
in mummys belly my angel fell asleep .
******www.ourforeverbabies.co.uk*******
finlays story
on 22 nd of september , i found out i was pregnant i was sooo exited , me and my partner of 5 years
daniel had been trying for a baby for 5 months , daniel was so exited .
on the 12 of january ai had a bleed , i was so upset , i phoned the midwife she told me to sleep on
it so i prayed my baby would hang on in there and he did , everything was going ok , apart from the
usual complants in pregnancy (bad back ,morning sickness ect) i had bought everything for my baby by
the time i was 4 months , i just needed my pram .
then at 17 weeks i had another bleed , i went straight to the hospital , they done a scan and said
all is well ,just take it easy so i did , then around 18 weeks i had a fit for some unknown reason
,i have neaver suffered with this before . there was no explanation baby is fine they said ,just
take it easy , i went to the midwife every week till my 20 weeks scan .
on the 24 of aprill at 3.45 i had my 20 weeks scan i should have been exited but for some reason i
didnt feel too good . the sonographa came she started to chck baby over , she said all looks well so
far , then she got to finlays brain , she took a still image , then she said im so sorry there is
something wrong , i just cryed ,dan was in shock . then be 4 i knew it there was a consultat saying
my baby has a severe form of hydrocephalis , i dindt understand , why me , i just cryed , he told me
my baby would either die in the womb , or live till he was 2 , how could this be , he also said he
would not be able to walk or talk , i couldnt look at him , i didnt want to belive it
whyyyyyyyyyyyyy meeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!! i then asked i know my baby is ill but what is it , he told
us boy ,daniel just started crying i couldnt cope ,i had failed him and our son , i then said what
do you think i should do to the consultant he told me its time to say good bye to your little boy
,its for the best ,and i knew it was .
on the 1 st of may 2008 , i was induceted , my beautifull baby boy was born at 5.39 weighing 1 lb 1
once , he was so beautifull how could there be anything wrong i said the damage is on the inside ,
he told me finlay would have look like any other person , but wouldnt be able to walk or talk , i
spent the night with my baby just cuddleing him and kissing him , i also sang to him you are my
sunshine , on the 2 nd of may i had finlay paul buttress blessed , he had his hand prints and foot
prints done , at 1.00 on the 2 nd of may i said goodbye to my son , that was the hardist thing i
will ever do .
i neaver thought i would get to hold my son , but on the 10 th of may i got a phone call off the
funeral directors , they said finlay is here would you like to see him , i agreed , ias i walked
into the room , i seen my beautifull baby boy lay on a purple cloth , i couldnt stop crying i kepot
tight hold of my son , my mum and my sister came with me , they seen how much i was herting , they
told me to let him go to heaven now , sso i did , they left , i held my son , and said a prayer to
god to look after my baby boy till i come to his garden , i said our father who arnt in heaven , i
kissed my boy and placed him in his little white coffin , i then sang you are my sunshine , and had
my last ever kiss off my baby boy , i will neaver forget that !! i hold that kis deep in my heart !!
on the 12th of may finlay paul buttress was laid to rest , mummy loves you so much baby boy , i now
hold you in my heart not my hand s
sweet dreams angel xxxxxxxxxx
thank you to every one who has wrote on this page it means alot , and it helps me get throu ,
knowing that people care thank you xxx
sweetdreams finlay paul buttress xxxxxxxx
please donate in memory of my child , all money raised will be donated to the hydrocephalis and
spina bifida charity , done at justgiving.co.uk/finlaypaulbuttress , thank you x
"Death of a Child"
Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.
God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.
Mommy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me goodbye.
God didn't take me cause He's mad.
He didn't send me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious .. don't you see?
Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mommy, someday.
Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me.
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www.ourforeverbabies.co.uk a brillent sit that has help me alot ... xxx for support after m/c still
birth and children ...xxx
mummys shineing star x
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mummy and daddy lo0ve you boo !!!
i hope you have been having a wonderful fun filled day with all your angel friends ,just popped on to say sweet dreams find a lovely fluffy cloud and snuggle up nice and warm , sweet dreams beautiful angel xxxxxx lots of love emma and angel charlotte xx
love you baby boy
mummies computer is not working baby boy , so i want to tell you i love you and sorry for not bein able to send you as many messages but i think of you everyday xx love you mummies starxxxxxxxxxxx
happy new year
happy new year sweetie .... mummy and daddy love you so so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx lets hope 2009 is a good year x
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Eve
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
Thank you for all your support through 2008.
Thinking of you
Love Laura
HAPPY 1 ST CHRISTMAS
hapy christmas son .. we wish you were here so so much ... what i would do to have you here today xx
i hope you like all your nice presents at your garden . play nice now button xxxxxxxx we love you
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
love you baby boo
we love you finlay xx
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happy christmas
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Thank you for all your support.. Thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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